First of all I want to apologize for my behavior! I know it may have disappointed or upset some of you.

Sometimes people become so mentally overwhelmed that they dont even realize what they are doing. Physical issues can often be managed if you are mentally strong but when something disturbs you mentally, it's different. You cannot just 'control your mind' and expect everything to fix itself!

If I'm physically unwell, I can still write but when something affects me mentally, I cannot function the same way and mental triggers are not small things they are real! I've mentioned before that I have past trauma and certain situations affect me deeply and its not an excuse its just reality!

Now coming to the two comments about discontinuing the story if I continue writing so I just want to way you had every right to feel upset but announcing it in the comment section felt unnecessary. I have never seen either of you engage with the story before so it felt less like concern and more like hate!

My genuine readers the ones who consistently comment, support and motivate me if they had said something like this I would have understood completely! In fact if I were a reader and an author behaved immaturely I might stop reading too! That's fair!

But I cannot let random negativity decide the fate of my story!

If someone chooses to stop reading, that is their decision. I respect it. I cannot force anyone to stay. And I'm grateful to everyone who has supported me so far even after my imperfect moments.

I reacted because the hate comments disturbed me at a time when I was already struggling mentally and I cannot keep adding unnecessary stress to my life! That is not something I can survive long term.

I don't know exactly when I'll be back fully but one thing is certain that I will complete BTBL!!

To those who wait- thank you.

To those who don't, thank you for the time you already gave me!

And yes, I may behave immaturely sometimes. I'm human. I'm still learning and I'm trying to survive everything happening around me!

Thank you!